went to sell flags at orchard today. let me tell u this. selling flags is a lot of hardwork mann. i got so tired of hearing myself say 'hi, would u like to donate?' haiyo. some people are very rude i tell u. they will eother run away from u, ignore u, pretend that ur not there at all, give excuses like 'sorry. i dun have small change with me right now' or just don't want to donate at all. so mean. but some can be very generous too. i guess it was quite fun..at first lah. then when people don't donate or something..u just get very annoyed. trust me. there was one lady ah..haha. she was so funny. i asked her if she wanted to donate lah. and then she said that she had just painted her nails. haha. at least she donated. she asked me to take out her wallet and take out $1. haha. what an excuse! i just painted my nails. haha. then at 6.45pm..i went for dinner with jeanette, melissa and cerise. haha..went to the food court at taka. so crowded! we had to wait for about 10mins before we 'reserved' seats for ourselves. had to sit in a straight line cuz there weren't enough seats. was sitting between melissa n jeanette. haha. always asking me to buy something or eat something. haha. but i really wasn't hungry. couldn't think about after what happened today..i guess. besides..jeanette and cerise didn't eat much at all. only melissa. haha. she had one whole plate of carrot cake! haha. jeanette had octopus balls..i think. haha. cerise had dessert and i had nothing. haha. then they started to get concernec cuz i was only saying 1 or 2 word answers. cerise had to leave earlier. dunno why also lah. so after the so called 'dinner', jeanette and melissa's butts were stuck to their seats. can't blame them lah. haha. i mean..they DID do a lot of walking. do did i. haha. but i still had plenty of energy. then we were on our way home. took the MRT. so..we were on our way to the station lah. n then i saw miss shanthi n mrs how there. haha. jeanette and melissa didn't even see them. haha. n then i told jeanette and she said 'oh..hi miss shanthi!'. haha. then melissa said 'can we go to the other side please?' haha. it was so funny. anyway, then i stopped at toa payoh n both of them stopped at bishan.

i can't believe the competition is finally over. so happy! haha..anyway. i kinda enjoyed myself. din really panic or anything. haha. din drop my apparatus but my marks were still kind of low. lower than the semi-finals. -sobs- jessica got higher marks than me. she won 3rd for clubs n ball. im so jealous. haha. but i think she earned it. she came for practice's regularly and all that. i guess she deserved it lah. maybe i should leave the rest of the surprise until monday. hehe. more exciting.

competition day: the competition wasn't very good taday. all my scores were in the 7s. usually i get 8s but i have no idea why my scores have decreased. so sad. anyway, i made it into the finals for ball n hoop. dun really know about clubs yet. i felt kinda confident today i guess. i din drop any apparatus. that's a good thing. haha. gonna have to wait until tomorrow for the finals. im gonna have to wait until everyone has finished n then there will be the prize giving ceremony. haha. hope i can win something. haha. im not being proud okayy. oh well..gotta finish putting th sequins on my leotard now. wish me the best of luck tomorrow ok?

i can't believe the competition is tomorrow!!!! very scared leh. -heart pounding fast- wad if i drop my apparatus? aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!! tak boleh tahan lagi! then ar..my ankle pain oso eh. haiz. must wear ankle guard tomorrow then. i got butterflies in my tummy liaos. like got one whole jungle full of them. tts how scared i am. haven been in a competiton for a long time liaos. tts why not so confident. haha. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!! ok..relax lizee. breathe in..breathe out..still cannot! omg!! i really can't believe time passes by so fast. at least i dun have to go to school tomorrow. hehe. aiyah! must put on make-up. dun want leh..give me more pimples onli. haha. but im still very scared leh. now i got stomache ache. ok..i need to go to the toilet now. haha. wish me luck tomorrow peeps!! -muacks- love ya'll!

gym was terrible today. i dropped my clubs and ball. haha. n ther's like only 7 days, 12 hours and 36 minutes before the competiton. scary leh. haiz. i'll just have to try n do my best. anyway, school was ok lah. i guess. we got back our maths ca paper. my results were so low! but i passed anyway. din get the highest in class. din think i would anyway. im too lousy. hehe. i fell so itchy now. -scratches leg- tomorrow o gotta see the doc about my poor toe. haha. its feeling better now, i guess. gotta collect my leotard tomorrow too. so long already haven finish the leotard yet. suay lah. found out that MCS also did thier's at the same place as me. maybe that's y its tajking so long for them to finish it. i gotta learn to be patient. haha. i got 4 ulcers at the back of my throat. so painful when i swollow something. wad to do? drink plenty of water. haha. gonna bathe now n then sleep. i've had a long day today.

i sprained my poor little toe. -sobs- very painful. i dunno how i sprained it but i know that it really hurts. i can't even walk properly now. im gonna have to lay off gym fer a couple of days. but if i do that, then im gonna get more stiff. haiz. im just gonna have to train like siao lah. competiton is in 10 days, 10 hours, 11 minutes and 38 seconds..only. haha. gee. i really hope that our school can win something this year. at least top 3. wad to do? i dunno also. all we can do now iz traion hard, pray hard and work for our goal. im sure we can do it. haha. honest. people must come and support our school ok? haha. can see me there also. haha. but i dun wanna be seen. im gonna look so ugly in my leotard. lol. i can't even imagine myself wearing it. oh well. u people must pray hard for me toe too. haha. otherwise i can't take part in the competiton. i dun want that to happen. that'll be the last thing i do mann. well, maybe not. haha. got a bad headache now. so im gonna take a panadol n go to sleep. -yawns- good nite! sweet dreams!

wednesday: gym was terrible. i dropped my epuipment so many times! n then lao shi scolded me lor. and when the other girl dropped a lot of times alos ah, she never scold wan. all my gym frenz say that she's really harsh with me becoz she knows that i am capable to win something. but i really dunno. thursday: we din exactly have training today. lao shi was concentrating with the groups. we din really have much training anyway. we were peeling the tape off the hoop half the time. haha. i peeled and peeled until my nails got chipped. haha. but it was quite fun. today: gym was great. i din drop my equipment when lao shi 'tested' us. and then she said that i have improved a lot. i was really shocked that i din drop anything. haha. really. i usually drop my apparatus all the time. guess now that im better, im looking forward to the competition. we have like 14 days, 9 hours and 20 seconds before the comepetition. lol. i think im getting a bit too anxious.

wednesday: nothing much really happened. ended school at 2.25pm. thursday: had gym today. we did hoop. n then lao shi ask us to do one-by-one. she always asks us to do that. we did it three times. the first one i did was terrible. i drop the hoop so many times! haha. n then the second one was the best one i had ever done. i din drop the hoop at all. haha. improved a lot huh? lol. n then lao shi was so happy coz i did the ending correctly n i caught it. yipee! n then the third one was bad too. i dropped the hoop a lot of times again. then gym was over. friday: youth day celebrations! haha. Father John Joseph was so funny. after the homily he was like rapping to us. haha. n then we had to follow wad he told us to do lah. some more ah, my parents know him. u know why? becoz they were in the same choir. cool right? i know. that's not all. haha. the archbishop is my grand-uncle. anyway, after mass we had recess. recess was like 1 hour lor. so boring after we finished eating. then there was this CHIJ Idol thingy over the PA system. haha. was quite fun lah. so many of the groups were like tone deaf lor. haha..no offence to the teachers who couldn't sing properly. and after that lessons were as usual lah. today: went to visit my brother at pulau tekong. he went into NS recently. then when i saw him ah..haha..he looked so funny! at first i thought i din know him lor. then i looked closer n then it really was him! lol. he looks so funny with his botak head n framed glasses. well, at least he doesn't look like a nerd. quite fun visiting him. we got to see his room. it was like a chalet lor. so nice wan eh. but ah, the journey to Pulau Tekong very uncomfortable. must go to some place called White Sands first n then take a bus to the ferry terminal n then must take the ferry to the place itself. the ferry ride is the worse. the minute i stepped onto it ah, i felt like puking already. im like that wan lah. then when we got back home, we all felt very tired. the reason: becoz of the journey. problems: i dun think i can fren farah tan anymore. u know why? u see ah. before the exams, she came to my house to study lah. so i lent her my t-shirt so that she won't feel so akward. then i asked her if she could return it the next day or a.s.a.p. in the end, she 'forgot' until i asked her for it then only she returned it to me. so irresponsible right? haiz..n then ah, when Diana din come to school, she was like 'where's MY Diana?' im like wad the hell! Diana doesn't even belong to her lor. haha. it's not like she gave birth to her! lol. so now i think im not gonna fren her. i dunno why i got a lot of friendship problems this year.