netball carnival the netball games were good i guess. we only lost one game. 1/8 had beaten us. they're really good. we came in second overall. first game was with 1/5. score was 16-0. of course..we were the ones who scored 16 lah. then we played against err..1/3 i think. ya. forgot what the score was. basically we had to play with all the sec one classes. then there was cheerleading. feel so guilty. i played the wrong track. so malu. it's like..i didn't even know that there were two tracks lah. justina didn't tell me. don't blame her anyway. can't blame anyone but myself. it's like when justina found out she looked damn pissed with me lah. she can't really blame me what. i didn't know anything lor. diana made me play the music and i didn't know wich track lah so i thought it was track one because on monday the track was one. so i thought it would be the same. guess i was wrong. really sorry cheerleaders. don't be pissed off ok?? im really, truly sorry u guys. guess i let the whole team down. oh yeah..and today ms ho told us that pearl was gonna go to express. all of us were like damn happy for her. some of us cried. i was one of them. i didn't cry beause i didn't get into express. but i was really happy that pearl got into express. at the same time..was really sad that she has to leave our class. she's been a great friend to me. thanks a lot pearl!! i'll miss you dearly. love you laods! do well in express!! and to all those who tried to help calm me down, thank ya'll loads!! really appreciate it!

life sucks..i'd rather die than suffer in this world. dun ask why i hate life..

i donch believe it. netball carnival is like n tuesday and our class isn't like ready yet lor. shit. shit. shit. i guess we've been training really hard so we should be able to get at least top 3. i hope so anyway. tomorrow is already monday. our last proper training day before the BIG day. really do hope that we can prove to ms ho that we can do anything together as a class.

yesterday was badd. had netball practice then we played defending. so shorini had to defend me. i tell you ah..she is like damn tough mann. you know i was running to catch the ball right, then i happened to 'bounce' against shorini. then guess who fell. me. damn suay lah. anywayz, then my skin like come off and it started bleeding like crazy mann. wasn't that painful lah. then didi told me to go to the staff room to get the iodine thingy. when i put the iodine on right, it hurt like siao lor. and then now it's like damn painful and there's puss coming out lor. then when justi saw it today, she said that it's infected and she told me to go and see a doctor. went to see the doc and he said that it's NATURAL to look like that. haha..so ya. at least it's not infected and i would be able to play on tuesday!! then today ah..very terok. played with 2/5 and 2/6. they play like damn rough lah. make my jie fall down lor. haiz..cheryn ah..do take care of ur knee. mine hurts like siao too. rest ur knee ah..

Deleted the other post. Personal reasons. Had some retreat thing in school today. Some youth group conducted it. There were times when all of us laughed and cried. The laughing part was when we played a game. How you play it? It’s easy..you see, there’s this chair in the middle of the AVA room. One of the members of the youth group played some song on the radio. If we knew the song title and artist, we have to run to the chair, sit on it, tell them the correct answer and then we earn points. Then after that they talked to us about something. Forgot what it was about. Anyway, it was break time after that. From about 9.50 to 10.45. it was an extremely loooooong recess. When we went back to the AVA room, err..what did they do?? Hmm..let me think. Oh..they Father told us a true story about and ex-IJ girl, Winnie Teo. Was a really touching story. I wanted to cry but u held back my tears. It’d be so malu if I was the only one crying. Anyway, after he told us to get into groups of 6. Shorini, nicolette, xin yi, ernesta, gowri and I were in the same group. Then he told us to bow our heads and close our eyes. Then he tols us some really [100x] touching stuff. After that I heard nicolette crying. I wanted to cry too but I held back my tears. I held back my tears until cannot tahan lagi. Then I just let go of my tears and started crying lah. Then nicolette passed me a piece of tissue. The funny part was that the youth group had gotten tissue ready for us. I saw quite a few boxes on the table before the session started and was wondering why they brought tissue. When I cried, I knew why they had prepared tissue for us. I continued crying and then ernesta passed me tissue. Then I cried even more. So she passed me some more tissue. Then Father said something about friendship. And guess what? I started crying AGAIN. Then sin sin came to hug me then she said sorry and stuff. I couldn’t talk at all. Was too touched by what Father said. Anyway..dun wanna talk about it anymore. Think im gonna cry again. Kk..better not. Will stop here for now.

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored!!! well..will be blogging again later. have to go for church now.

i would now like to say that the exams are officially over!! mann..it's a relief. now i can relax and alck for the rest of the year!! whoohoo!! anyway, yesterday after the maths paper..went out with cheryn and sin yee to take neoprint. went to j8. wasn't that crowded lah. we thought that joey was gonna follow us but then she like din say anything to any of us to let us know whether she was coming with us. then the cheryn called her at home then after that joey said that she din have any $$. cheryn kena fed-up so we just went without her. went to the train station then after that justi called bie bie on her h/p to say that she was gonna follow us. so justi came with AYUNNI. so in the train right..ayunni heard us talking about where we were going. then hs elike wanted to follow ur lor. damn suay i tell u. so..had no choice lah. she followed. at j8..she saw rachel then told us that she was gonna go home instead. was so greatfull that she was gonna go home. thank you rachel!! ur a life-saver!! haha..anyway. err..what happened after that?? oh ya..then i saw ernesta with shorini. saw ernesta's hair. haha..then i said that ernesta was walking with some1. so cheryn ran after them and then i was right lor. haha. cool right?? ya..then went to take the neoprint with cheryn and sin yee. waited a looooooong time b4 we could get a free machine. so we took the neoprint then after that justi wanted to take neoprint with bie bie and rong hua. so we went to wait for them at food junction. when they came back ritex..went to justi's house to play basketball all the way at hougang eh..damn far lor. but then i still followed them cuz there's like nothing to do at home. went to the court and passed the ball at each other. then after that went up to justiu's house. her house ah..like damn nice lor. the floor, the walls..all white!! damn nice lor. so tidy oso. very clean too. haha..then after that i got hungry. so justi asked her maid to make noodles for me and cheryn. cuz the cheryn like very greedy lor. haha..anyway. think i'll continue tomorrow. too lazy to type anymore. :)) had loads of fun yesterday..

anonymous..u suck!!! how can u go around passing off as other people?! why are you like that?? i dun hate sin yee ok..what makes you think i do?! she's one of my best frenz ok. and how dare u pass off as me!! how could u? just how could u?! if i ever find out who u are..you're gonna be in huge trouble..i mean it. so just stop tagging boards and passing off as other people. sin..pleez dun think that im the one who tagged ur board with all that stuffx. i wouldn't do such a thing ok..just like my board. i dun believe it's you who would write such a thing.