went for founder's day mass today at holy spirit. met ayunni at novena then after that went to take a bus from there. but then i was hungry so we went to cheers to look for smth to eat then after that we missed the bus. thanks to me. =D so decided to take a cab. ayunni had gone crazy during mass. she really cannot sing mann. she sings like out of tune. then towards the end of service, the whole of IJ TP sang 'caritas' and then we put our arms around each other and sang. it was definitely a great experience. then we had to sing the founder's day song in french. ayunni didn't know how to sing it and she was like malu-ating joey and i. haha. anyway, after mass diana cheryn joey ayunni sin sin belnice and me went to eat breakfast. we went to the roti prata house just down the road. waited damn long for the prata to arrive lah. i ordered 3 plain pratas. it's damn tiny but it's damn good too. all of us, except ayunni, had a milo dinosaur. wha. damn shiok mann. haha. then at about 11 plus, we decided to go to sin sin's house to swim. it rained first then after that ayunni joey and i jumped into the pool. it was really damn fun!! so fun that i can't really describe it. haha. you have to experience it. anyway, i kena sunburn. im all red now. well..at least my arms are anyway. haix..too lazy to update anymore.

today really sucked big time. we were forced to go for the maths trail. it was damn boring lah. it's all that shaaron tan's fault that we got a scolding from mrs wong. shaaron tan said that it was OPTIONAL to got for the maths trail. whatever lah!! idiotic lah she. and the maths trail thingy was damn hard lah. my goup just did the whole trail thingy any old how. we just put down any answer that came to our mind. and then when we got back to school, they were gonna give out prizes for the top group in each class. to our surprise, our group actually got first. haha. was damn cool lah. i thought sin sin's goupr would get first. anyway, finally started writing in THE BOOK. haha. ayunni had ALOT to write. could tell that she was damn pissed today. i couldn't control myself today. everytime she danced, it made me laugh like shit. she really can't dance for nuts mann. i started laughing when she first shook her ass. does she think that she can really dance? haiyo. don't care about her anymore lah. tidak boleh tahan anymore.

can't wait for the terrengganu trip. it's like next week!! will be leaving on thursday night and then coming back on monday morning. i think. haha. we're gonna be telling ghost stories in the bus and then we're gonna listen to music and then we're gonna write in THE BOOK. haha. it's gonna be loads of fun!! don't think i'll be able to sleep. but if i don't sleep then i am 100% sure that i won't be able to stay awake when we go jalan-jalan. unless we're going shopping lah. haha. then i'll be wide awake. i shall not let *ahem* ruin my trip there. i want to be able to enjoy myself there without a care about her. muahaha.

is it really you? are you really the one? your attitude was much better last year. but why have you changed? can't you change your attitude? don't act like a bimbo, don't try to act cool, don't think your a pro and don't think that your the best in everything. i'm sure you'll have much more friends that way. but why did you change yourself for the worse? i'm willing to talk to you again. but if your attitude stays this way, i don't think i will even make an effort to talk to you again. we were ONCE best friends. then we eventually became enemies. why? because of your attitude. your actually a nice girl. but it's your attitude that needs to change. so do me a favour and change for the better. please. i really don't want to have any enemies in class. your the one who is making me hate you. if you're reading this, take my advice and you won't be hated so much. don't do it for the sake of me, but do it for the sake of yourself.

omg. why are you like this? don't you have anything else better to do?! i hate you!! and you still have the cheek to tag under my name?! i don't know if your the person but my guess is that it really is you. but why? why do you have to do this? you always wanna be the top in class don't you? you always wanna be known as the best don't you? you just have to get revenge from people you hate don't you? omg. i really cannot stand you anymore. can't you just change your freaking attitude?! wth!! omg. omg. omg. you big, fat, idiotic, bitchified SUCKER!! i hate you!!

mann. how daring can you get?

i think what i need is someone whom i can talk to. someone like a mum? someone whom i can talk to about my problems. someone i can trust. i don't know. im really damn troubled and it's like i don't have anyone to turn to. what do i do? just keep all my feelings to myself. *sighs* anyway, so what if i don't have a mummy? i guess i can just carry on my life as usual. i just hope that i won't lose my mind one day and just jump down from my house. 16 storeys. nahh. i don't want that to happen.

f*ck you mann. you are such a bitch, a loser, a loner, a suck-up, a snob, an idiot, a freaking ass-hole, a dumb ass, a show-off-er, a sickening f*cker and a try-to-act-cool sucker. so what if you got highest in class for lit?! so what if you are elected for the house com?! do you really need to show-off?! do you really need to let the whole world know that you are elected for the house com?! well guess what? i don't think you'll get as many votes as sin sin. you know why? it's because your attitude stinks, you suck, i don't think anyone likes you and your just not fit to be a leader. not until you change your attitude. bitch. i know i shouldn't be using so many bad words but it's the only way i can vent my anger. F*CK YOU, BITCH!! oops..i think that went a little too far. but hey, who cares about the freaking bitch? i know i don't. DUH. argh. anyway, i know a way to vent all my anger. i shall creat an anti-***** *** book. wow!! im so clever!! haha. this is gonna be fun. =D

i feel like such a loner. i don't have anyone to turn to. no one understands how i feel. i have to keep all my anger and sadness to myself. here i am, suffering in the dark. i can't turn to anyone. am i too afraid? i can't do anything. im so helpless. what can i do now? every single day of my life is full of anger. it's all thanks to some bitch. she keeps on sucking up to people and just because she won the model thingy, she's gonna let the whole world know that she can really walk. hard to believe that she was the very same person who wanted to back out. bitch. i hate you. i can't stand you. i wish you would just stop acting like as if your so cool and change your attitude for the better. why can't you do a simple thing like that?! is it that hard?! so what if you got the highest for english? do you really need the whole world to know?! or is it just because you want to let everyone know that your the best. i can't take it anymore.

i am in a state of shock at this point of time. i can't believe she actually won the cap thingy. i thouhgt ayunni or jothi would win but no. she just had to win. she was the very same person who wanted to back out. she even cried. trying to put the blame on us for everything. fuk her lah. attention-seeker. bitch. bull-shitter. idiot. annoying pest. fuker. argh. i really cannot stand her anymore. when i calculated the results, i was really damn damn damn shocked when i saw her marks. of all people, HER. why? i think ayunni and jothi did a better job. to tell you the truth, i thought she wouldn't even make it into the top 10. haix. what to do? i just have to face it. to accept the fact that she won. now she's gonna take this oppurtunity to let everyone know that she can cat-walk. what the hell. i was damn close to telling her off today during recess. argh. shall not talk about it anymore. i tidak boleh tahan anymore. that bitch is just too much.

wha. had so much fun todayy. went to jiayi's house to swim today. but before that justti cheryn and i met at tp. after that made our way to newton to meet jiayi at waffle town. got there too early. anyway, bought food from 7 eleven then made our way to jiayi's.

went to put our bags in her room first then went down to the pool. then that jie jie of mine made me jump down into the pool from some second storey. wha. i tell you ah. damn scary lah. can die ah i tell you. after that it started to rain then the security guard asked us to go back upstairs. so irritating. then his head was so big and his body was like so small. haha. he looked damn funny.

went upstairs and ate tom yam cup noodles. then went to bathe. never in my life do i want to bathe at jiayi's house. the water was so damn cold. i think she didn't turn on the heater or smth. anyway, after that we watched part of 'a walk to remember' then went off at 2.30. then that cheryn asked me to go to orchard with her to meet abigail and asyikin. damn maluating mann. went to take neoprint then jalan-jalan. to cut the story short, we went to eat at yoshinoya after that and went back home. end of story. gonna have my dinner now. =D

it's all over!!

no more papers until the end of the year.

post-exam activities are like so boring.

we're gonna be playing soccer lah.

i can't play soccer for nuts.