Wednesday, March 28, 2007
LIZEE'S IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY :)
for some reason, i've actually been feeling in a really good mood for the past few days. -GRINS. that's a goot thing man, haha.
this just proves that some boys are evil beings who make girls feel lousy :D ANYWAY, life's been treating me really well, surprisingly. heh, cos it WAS real shitty at one point in time, BUT, it's all gone now. all flushed down the toilet bowl, into the big longkang near my house. :D
triple F&N periods are seriously fun with 4/6 people. hahaha,
"PORN PARTY" galore (btw, "porn party" is a
CODEWORD). haha, it's so nice bonding with them man, except for the fact that i was bonding with the wrong class. hahaha, oh well, what can i say? my class has all the guai people man. that's also one reason why we got the class right at the end of the level. PPSSHH, that small, noisy, stuffy classroom. hopefully, we'll only be there until mid-year or something. -crosses fingers
& val said the sweetest thing to me online today man. haha, i swear she's sucha sweetie. :D
i love you baby v! gosh, i miss being in the same class with those other 3 bimbos. for me, class right now is half-dead without them, if not for cheryn and nina, i'd probably have fallen asleep during
almost every lesson. haha, i swear i'm loving life right now lah.
OH, did i mention bout my bloody knee? yeh, well, apparently it's kinda crapped up right now. it's friggin painful lah dammit. i'm gonna die for PFT tomorrow, don't even know if i
CAN take PFT or 2.4 on saturday. RAAH, frustrating. but nvm, that's not gonna pull my happy mood down. teehee. except i gotta walk with an awfully stiff knee tomorrow cos of the darn bandage. :\
URGH, oh oh! & talking to shorini over the phone is hilarious man. hahaha, i know i can always count on that kukupig to make me laugh my lungs out. :D she's the best lah, hahaha.
RANDOM NOTE:
OLIVER JAMES IS MY NEW BOYFRIEND! RAAH, HE SINGS SUCH ROMANTIC SONGS! :D
y'know, i was thinking of you on the way home, and BHAM. something happened man, that was really amazing, i swear! haha. <3
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
KISSING YOU GOODBYE
HAHAHA, i gotta admit man, i'm so dang glad that i'm over you. i kinda just realized that. haha, and for some reason, i feel so happy about it! :] you just go ahead and continue flirting with other girls okaaay? i don't really care anymore, cos i've got better things to do with my time. HAWHAW.
& this whole e-learning thingo just sucks, BIG TIME. i mean, apart from the privilages given to us to wake up late, the whole "learning at home" shytes stinks man.
I HATE IT. OH WELL, raah, it's gonna be a cold and wet night. :( haha, okay, that was random.
my knee's screwing me up man, i swear. i woke up today and it started hurting like no one's business. URGH, and THAT caused me to be late for dance. but nvm, cos i couldn't dance anyway. haha, sucks, i know. exco meeting after that,
DANCEAMANIA IS GONNA BE SOOO EXCITING! :D haha, i don't have to do the "press the play button for music" stuff anymore man, like, whoohoo!
OH OH! i watched
TMNT today! haha, oh my, it's a friggin funny show! recommended to all! hahaha, they're still my favourite cartoon to watch man, after all these years, nothing's changed aye? haha, michaelangelo is so sexy man. :D funny shytes.
aiight, lizee's tired, she's gotta wake up early to go to church tomorrow. haha. g'night world. :]
hello jackass, oh wait, lemme re-phrase that. BYEBYE JACKASS :] HAHAHA, i'm lovin it man, i swear. you're my new love. :D
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
YOU BIG, FAT, LIER
yupp, you've done it again, JACKASS. so much for
that being your last one aye, looks like you've found another prey to "prove" that you're "the one" for her. :\
how could you? after what we talked about over the phone last time, after all the outings and the "problem sharing", how could you lie to me? this isn't the first time, y'know. i hope you're feeling much better after lying to me, after making all those empty promises. i can't thank you enough for making me feel so..
cheated?
well, things just had to start of like this huh. SYF was a total killer today, i kicked my own ankle while running and my effing knee's hurting again. @#$%! there goes lizee, limping cos of her bloody knee, again. :\
i hate myself.
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
BOY, IT'S BEEN A TIRING DAY
today has been spent pratically walking around the whole of town with alex. haha, went for mass in the morning with the family first, lunched with 'em then headed home to change and meet alex.
started off with heeren (the IT place for boring people. :D). it was like soooo empty, surprisingly man. you could walk around without having to stop cos of some slow pokes. HAHA, it's a boring place now. walked to taka after that, headed to ZARA where alex and i went totally kuku-fied. saw so many nice tops! so, we tried them on, TEEHEE, and realised we didn't wanna buy them in the end. :D
went off to wisma after thaaaaat, did s'more trying on of clothes. haha,
I MANAGED TO GET ALEX TO TRY ON A DRESS!! HAHAHA, after how many weeks of trying to persuade her to try one on man. a memory not to forget indeed. :D both of us look like dorks in dresses. HOHO, we basically went around the whole of town in circles, ending off with far east where it took us AGES to find my ballet flats. heh, THANKFULLY, alex found a nice pwetty pair fer me just in time, otherwise we'd still be there waiting for me to choose a nice pair. HAWHAW.
so i'm pooped now, i'm broke, i haven't finished my homework yet (UH OH), and i'm not ready to go back to school tomorrow. :\
you can't seem to get outta my head, can you? i really (x100) like you, kiddo. :D
LIZEE BLOGGED @9:11 PM;
I NEEDA BE DOING THAT -points to picture-
BAAH, it sucks to know that you can't sleep and that school's gonna re-open so you're gonna have to learn how to sleep early but you're still unable to cos of everything that's been happening around you. HAHAHA, oh gosh, am i even making any sense? PFFTT. this is what happens to you when you can't sleep, you start saying nonsensical stuff. :\
okay, it's 1.19am now, wonder what time i'll doze off. HAH, fat chance of me sleeping any time soon i tell ya. hurhur, i still haven't finished homework yet. :( don't have the mood to do anything except stare into space and start day-dreaming (or in this case, night-dreaming?). hahaha, stop it lizee, you're driving everyone nuts.
will you ever be mine?
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
NOTE: THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST
i hate it whenever you come back home, scream at us to clear our stuff, and start saying "SHIT YOU KIDS". like, WTF? i know it gets frustrating at times, but is there really a need to say "SHIT"? and you start complaining whenever
we use vulgarities infront of the little ones. :\
y'know, and just cos of that incident, i start remembering all the other bad things that've happened to me. it hurts just thinking of them again man. things all the way from last year, till now, yes. i can still remeber every horrid thing that has happened to me.
(especially when you hurt me so bad, ass.) & i was watching this movie, then there was this touching part, i started tearing.
what if i said i dreamt of you every night? i stayed up till 2.30am, just thinking of you. :P
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WHY, HELLO SEXY BOY :D
i can't beileve it, i've actually gotten over that asshole. GRINS. so proud of muhself, HAHAHA. alrighty, i'm off to the beach to see the sun set and to have fun with my dear siblings.
BAAH, if only i could go see the sunset with
you. :D boy, that'd be THE happiest day of muh life.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
I'M THROUGH WITH YOU
BAAAH, i swear i'm sick of you already. go live a shitty life aiight, boy? HAHAHA, i hope i see you in hell. :]
I THINK I LIKE YOU :P
hurhur, i think i've already fallen for you. heh, WHOOPS. lizee has promised not to post anymore emo posts cos emo posts are not her thang. HAHAHA, i'm high, c'mon baby, get high with me too. GRINS.
iloveyouboy.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
I'M SICK OF YOU
i'm tired of looking at people's blogs, posting happy things that're happening in their lives right now, that they couldn't have asked for anything better and blah blah. my heart really sinks when other people are having the time of their lives, and i'm just sitting here, suffering cos of some asshole(s). sighs, it's okay lizee, you've tried your best, can't do anything if
you don't wanna appreciate whatever you've done for him. OH WELL.
RAAH, i really gotta catch up on my sleep man. for some reason, i just can't seem to wake up late. haha, met up to play pool with naresgh todaaaay. I BEAT HIM FOR THE FIRST GAME! haha, BUT THEN, everything changed after that cos he started winning the rest of the games. :\ & i finally understand the
message thingo. hahaha, TSKTSK, invasion of privacy i tell you.
played fer only an hour then headed down to school for SYF. dance studio was occupied cos of the councillors camp. so went down to the canteen with natalie to look fer the other dancers. and who did i have to bump into? keenan tay. haha, he was hanging up strings of marshmallows with toh ning xin. i managed to get one marshmallow! (but it was one that dropped on the floor :\, haha)
zaki didn't go for practice todaaaay, and why? cos he wasn't feeling too well. URGH, a complete waste of time going down if you ask me. i could've spent all that time sleeping at home, dreaming of the perfect life that i could have. but then again, who said that dream would come true aye? i mean, so far, NONE of my dreams have come true. not even the one i had of
you. :( THAT dream was smashed into pieces, teeny weeny little pieces. bleah, what a bummer.
my knee and ankle still hurts. :( not sure if i wanna study with ernesta tomorrow, not in the mood to do anything. haven't completed my holiday homework lah, @#$%! maybe i should get down to doing it tomorrow in the library aye? hmm, sounds like a good idea. haha.
i saw him! aaaah, like, the minute i saw him, my heart just wanted to jump outta muh body. haha, but anyway, at this point in time, i'm not ready for any kinda relationship. after what i've been through, i've adopted a phobia for it. i'm afraid to get heartbroken again. :\ for crying out loud, be patient lizee, you've got plenty of time, aaaaaye. :D
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
THE PICTURE SAYS IT ALL
y'know what? i couldn't sleep last night. i stayed up until 3am just thinking about things that've happened since the new year began.
i had my ups and downs (mostly downs),
i was heartbroken,
i was hurt (physically and emotionally),
i was depressed for a period of time,
i was stressed out (still am),
i lied to myself about many things.
last night was a sleepless night indeed. but then when i woke up this morning, i thought "omagawd, why did i lose sleep over sucha loser last night?". i guess naresh is right, no point crying over a guy, haha. hopefully, i won't have many emo posts since i've thought things over. AH WELL, life's unfair lizee. you have your bad times, and the good times. that's just the way it is, yeah? :)
ANYWAY, i wanna go for CYF CAMP badly. :( BUT, syf trainings and my injuries have restricted me from going anywhere. URGH, how annoying. bloody knee and ankle are giving me problems again. & i've got more blisters forming on my toes. i can't wait till syf is over man, then i can start going down for sessions every friday night again, concentrate on my studies (and not on assholes like you :D). HAHAHA, yeh, i've decided not to think of you anymore. at least, i hope i can do that. :P
this is the SECOND time you've hurt me bad. what's next man? thinking of more ways to tear my heart even more? it's already torn, it can't be stiched back, so why bother trying? whatever it is, i'm slowly learning how to carry on with my life without you. :)
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Monday, March 12, 2007
FINE FINE, SO I STILL THINK OF YOU OCCASIONALLY
okay, time for another confession. i gotta admit, i still think of you sometimes, but after what's just happened, i'm gonna erase you completely from my mind. thank you for playing mind games with me, for sending me wrong messages, for playing with my heart like no one's business, for hurting me so bad that it's unacceptable. for a jackass like you, it's surprising how you can come up with so many different ways to hurt a girl.
i've deleted you from my phonebook, msn, whatever you left me with to communicate with you. yes, these actions may be drastic but what can i do? this is the only way i'm gonna forget you, FOR GOOD. i don't wanna know whatever you do now, i'm not interested in your achievements, i'm not interested in you anymore, i don't even wanna know who you are.
i thought i wouldn't be feeling all shitty like this anymore, i thought i wasn't gonna be an emo bitch again, but look what you've done. after going to
her blog, reading her posts about you, i'm sorry asshole. i can't take it anymore, looks like she's trying to woo you huh. can't believe i lied to myself, saying that i was over you. guess that was all just bullshit to try to cheer myself up.
see what i've done, yet another emo post after having those few weeks of "happy" ones. you think i like being an emo bitch? HELL NO. maybe it's just a way to vent out all my frustrations. looks like it's not enough though, it's gonna take more than that to get all that anger in me out. i'm sorry people, but this blog may have more emo posts coming up in the week. sucks, doesn't it?
i'm through with you, cos after reading that post, i started tearing.
can you believe it? i actually started tearing. i'm gonna be back to my emo self for a few days guys, i'm so sorry but i just can't help it. not that i like it but yeh, you get the picture right?
i need some time alone,
again. thank you once again jackass. and this time, i'm not gonna lie anymore.
i hate you more than anything else.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
JUST SO YOU KNOW
AAH, i'm in loooove with that song! jesse mccartney is the hottest thing ever, as in, his songs. :D anyway, random picture for the day. haha, actually, i just realised it's been 4 months since confi camp and i'm wanting it again. those are my oh-so-wonderfoool groupies. haha, everything's different now. i miss lucas and serena. :(
so this week's been kinda hectic, coursework was a total killer (as usual). stayed up until
2am on wednesday just to finish the damn thing. major eye-bags the next day. URGH, nvm. i managed to catch up on my sleep today. my 3 hours of beauty sleep totally helped. and how did i know? my mum said "for someone who just woke up, you look pretty fresh." haha, thank yoo momma. :D
don't think i'll be able to sleep early today. haha, besides, it's the HOLS man. time for some fun after the killer coursework overdose. so my week's pretty packed, mostly with syf practices though. then there's fionn's birthday BBQ on wednesday,
may have syf again on thursday. oooh, God bless my ankle man. hahaha,
why're you sucha klutz lizee? aah, well, at least i didn't break a leg or something. zaki would've totally screwed me if he found out. teehee.
11am mass tomorrow! lunching with naresh after that. hahaha, bloody idiot never fails to talk about ______ (points to someone in random picture :D) and start teasing me. :\ what an ass. haha, oh well, i've got stuff to tease him about too. haha.
shopping with alex after that! GRINS. another 5 hours of walking around town with her and saying goofy things. haha. she's muh shopping pal man. HOHO, EXCITIIIIING!
This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want to.
I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.
Jesse Mccartney - Just So You Know
OH, and just so you know, my days thinking of you are over :D
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
LAST DAY OF TERM 1
YES, it's the last day for term 1, that meant collection of report books and blah blah. don't even bother asking how i did. :\ it was
that bad. but that didn't really pull my morale down. i was still the same'ol goofy lizee in class, smacking people, OH, and screaming at them too (long story, don't bother asking either, hee).
so i met up with yuva after school to hand in our coursework, then we walked all the way to central just to get bubble tea. we walked around tp, looking for fionn's present until we met sinyee, mel and peiting at the optical shop. haha, spent an hour there just waiting for mel and peiting to choose their glasses and get their eyes checked. major vain-pots i tell you. haha. and we all walked around, together, looking for peiting's stuff for her trip tomorrow. say gerald and ethelbert later on, haha, ethelbert is sucha goofy guy. :D
did some major catching up after that, mel started telling her goofy jokes and we talked about shit-loads of crap. haha,
mr yap and his wonderful arm. :D i swear i love all four of them. haha, we shall do it again some other time aiight! bloody fun man,
thank you for all those goofy stories and "sharings" :D. i couldn't have asked for anything more.
okay, i dunno what's with me and the word "GOOFY" today. haha. maybe i'll start a "lizee's word for the day" kinda thingo. haha, LAME SHIT. :D
i admit, i still think about you sometimes, but i swear i'm over you. i don't have anymore feelings for you, boy. :D
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I'M EFFING OVER YOOO!
can you imagine? i can't believe i sounded so emo just cos you loved someone else. HAWHAW, who needs a jackass like you? i'm sure there're other prince charmings out there, waiting for
moi. hahaha. accounts test was friggin screwed today. yet another scolding from mrs chow. to think i studied so hard for it, only to find out that i couldn't do the whole paper (cos some frigging IDIOT set the damn thing so hard). @#$%! i hate her! i swear!
not only that, i've gotta stay up to finish up my coursework by
THURSDAY!!! how does one not feel so stressed out in a class like this? PPSSHH, i need an accounts teacher, BADLY. lizee can't afford anymore ZEROS for her tests. URGH, this is so frustrating. nearly wanted to cry after i handed in the paper, cos i knew a was gonna kena from mrs chow. she never fails so spoil my mood,
every single day.
oh well, anyway, to brighten things up,
SCHOOL'S GONNA END ON THURSDAAAAAY!!! way to go people! hahaha, i'm gonna kill time by sending joshie to school, going down to town to buy those chocolates with the chocomania vouchers, do some shoe-shopping then maybe head home after that. :D lalala,
i love my life (well, except for the mrs chow and the accounts part :\).
y'know what, i still ponder to myself everyday, asking the same'ol question; "how did you fall for her?". no offence though, but she's sooo..umm.."i'm-so-cute"! lemme see, just how do i put it hurr. AHA, she's sucha try-to-act-cute-but-can't-make-it wannabe. hahaha, yeah, that's a nice way of putting it, yes? :D i ain't got no more love for you, boy. i'm savin' it fer someone else. :)
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
I'M NOT MISSING YOO :D
hahaha, i swear naresh it's such a bully. altar boys are suppose to be NICE people man, not like some people who only know how to bully
little innocent girls. HAHAHA, he's gonna kena from me the next time i see him i tell you. PPSSHH, ernesta's another idiot. hahaha. both of you better watch out man.
and and, that bloody olivia pan, ASSHOLE. i don't have big
boobs okay! everyone better stay clear of me man. i'm gonna be a monster in school tomorrow. HAHAHA. i love not being emo. :) emo is so uncool man.
AAH, ugly betty is on now! CIAO PEOPLE. :)
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
check out that sexy ladaye in front :D
doensn't she look HAWT? hahaha.
LIZEE'S BOREDDD.
dance was tiring todaaay. khym's gonna start making us run to increase our stamina. HAHAHA, fun fun fun. :D okaaay, studying with naresh and ernesta later. lizee's gonna be a cool nerd! :)
LIZEE BLOGGED @11:44 AM;
I'M NOT READY TO MAKE NICE<br>
RAAH, to
ABC and *twinkle*, i'd love it if the 2 of you could actually stop spamming my board as anons cos it's kinda annoying y'know. HOWEVER, thank you for trying to cheer me up. i know who the 2 of you are, so you don't need to hide anymore. i've got my sources so yeh, stop tagging anonymously. :D
ABC;
why, hullo. haha, i know who you are girl. if i'm not mistaken, i used to be quite close to you, aye? can you please get this in your head,
it's not that i'm angry with you, i was just kinda frustrated at one point of time. don't worry man, you were never really on my hate list. you were just right at the bottom of my "good friends" list for a period of time. haha, right now, someone's replaced your spot and you've actually moved up in the list. :D
i'm sorry if i've been impatient with you or whatever, i guess i was under a little pressure cos of the things that've been happening. it's hard to adjust in a different enviroment in sucha short period of time. y'know, with all the emo posts and all, it's hard to look happy in school when you're down in the dumps. so i'm really sorry for ignoring you. :)
*twinkle*;
and as for YOO, i know who you are too. whatever happened last year was in the past okay. just forget about every stoopid thing i've done to hurt you or whatever yeh. "whenever you see me in skl, you'll look like you wanna take out a gun and shoot me." HAHA, that's not true okaaay! only cos i've been feeling quite shitty, or or, i'm
shy to talk to you. :D
BUT! if i've mistaken you for the wrong people, then just ignore these messages okay? :D to everyone whom i've hurt in any or another,
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY YESH? i'm trying to be an angel now, so be patient you guys. you'll get to see the angelic lizee in no time. :D
peace y'all :)
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