Sunday, September 30, 2007
edited by Fatty Pan :D
DROP ME IN THE MIDDLE
studies aren't coming along very well, can't seem to get anything into my head man. sucks balls, really. @^%*$&#!$, i'm frustrated. anyhoo, yesterday was pretty fun. extra SS class in the morning, surprisingly, i understood whatever Mr Tan was telling us man. now i just gotta memorise the different chapters he told us to concentrate on. went to study with Olivia and Mel at AMK Macs after that. was supposed to meet at 11am, but we ended up meeting at 1pm, hahaha.
found a spot, went to buy food, then we saw another nice spot, so we shifted there instead. settled down before we saw another nice spot, hahahha, so we shifted again. Fran came later on, that kukuhead kept "entertaining" me with her lame jokes and comments, hahaha, typical her. :D haha, and Mel went into her laughing fits again, like once she started, she just kept laughing to herself for no reason. she's so hilarious, hahaha. some pretty stupid things happened there, it was fun with them. (:
left at 6ish with Fatty cos she had to go home and i was gonna go to TW's place for some prayer session. so i headed for the interchange, walked right past him, hahaha. i'm becoming blind. :D the rest makan-ed at Macs while i just stoned and listened to my iPod. was dead tired man, only caught 4 hours of sleep the previous night. off to TW's place after that, sat in for the first bit, but some idiot made me sleep in his room cos he knew i was tired, hahaha. d'you know what he did? he brought down his mattress, pillows, bolster and blanket for me to sleep on, hahahha, so sweet right. :P BUT, i slept on his desk instead cos i didn't wanna sleep on his mattress, hahaha.
fell asleep for about 20 minutes before i was rudely interrupted with a phone call from Olivia Pan Xue Hui. HAHHAHA, she and her stupid "Mary" nonsense, asshole man. plus i was in the room alone, with the lights off and no one else in the house (cos TW sent the others down to the bus stop after the session ended, hahhha, i slept right through it man). ANYWAY, she was being her usual idiotic self, hahaha, you're gonna kena from me man Olivia. :D then TW came back, watched a little TV, then headed home cos it was late already. slept at 2am cos i watching the Man U match, teehee.
today was yet another one of those usual Sundays. went for dessert at Delifrance with Jon, Ming and Timmo. saw Cheryn and Joanna there, hahahha, those goondoos were actually gonna study in Delifrance. :D walked around after dessert, picked Josh up from church then picked Deb's blazer from the dry-cleaners. went to the supermarket after that, TW met us there. went home, got my stuff, then off to study. haha, Josh was super high on the way back man. must've been cos there was the presence of the retarded gay. :P
why is it that things turned out this way? i never would've thought something so small would turn into something so.. complicating? no, i didn't mean any harm, but when i see your PMs, it makes me think, "are you referring to me?" it breaks me to think i've done something so frightfully wrong, but not know what it actually is. i don't need any crap to pop up right before EOYs, i really don't. it's frustrating to know how things get so complicating, and you don't know what to do about it. it sucks.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
MEMORY
RIGHT, english paper wasn't too bad on tuesday. hopefully, i'll be able to get an A, considering oral's gonna help pull my marks up, heh. went to meet TW after i got home (he still doesn't know what TW stands for :P). off to look for Ernesta's present at different places, finally found it at Bishan, went to meet Kenji and Eugene so "STUDY". what did they end up doing? laughing at the dumbest things and gorge down free bread from Cafe Cartel. :\ such an embarrassing sight, i swear. it was like they never ate for 298640294 years, haha.
and yesterday was a waste of time going to school, the only lessons we had were physics and accounts. spent the rest of the free periods sleeping with my cool nerd. :D was supposed to go for night study, but i ended up sleeping and yeah. last night's downpour was crap man. stupid thunder woke me up. :\ it's been such a cold and wet day, i don't like it. pfft, makes me sneeze like a mad cow. #!$%#&%, nvm. okay, gotta go for that stupid medical check up now, OBS had better be fun man. spent an hour looking for a bloody clinic that was open, haha. and oh my, i'll be spending my sweet sixteen in Ubin this year. ): haha, it's like smack in the middle during OBS man. blargh, oh well, haha.
study study study after that.
hate that i love you. :P
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Monday, September 24, 2007
YOU'RE UNDER MY SKIN
my weekend was goooooood. (: met TW to study yesterday, i still think he should get rid of those ugly skinny jeans, doesn't suit him at all man. :\ OH WELL, what can i do, won't listen to me, hahaha, idiot. managed to get some Physics done, and well, i was pretty much tired after that. heh, stayed up watching soccer the previous night man. and for some reason, i woke up at 8.30am yesterday. stupid TW said it was a world record that i was awake at that hour. :\ SUCH AN IDIOT Y'KNOW, pfft.
alrighty, exams officially start tomorrow. mom and Mrs Alex are putting soooo much pressure on me man, heard Mrs Alex telling my mom that i can do better and will do better. hahhaa, sucks when your English teacher's good friends with your own mother, oh the horror. haha, okay, i really get on with my studying man. aah, help meee.
oh my gosh, there're soooo many things going on now, hahhaa, i'm going nuts.
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
WE'LL MAKE THE GREAT ESCAPE
finals are in 2 weeks, i haven't studied nuts for anything man. lessons are just bleah, in one ear, out the other. and oh my, i miss those idiots up there man. when's our Pastamania outing vaaaal? we were suppose to have it last Christmas. hahaha, and our Starbucks trip is long overdue too. :D
last night was fun. haha, went to CTK for some Praise and Worship thing, met bel at the bus stop while waiting for the bus. hahaha, stupid girl's starting her nonsense with me again. learn how to shut up bel. :D left CTK before the session ended cos someone was dozing off already, hahaha. headed to central to walk around and do stupid things. did i mention that him and Eugene are idiots? hahaha, i was up till late on thursday cos i was doing work, then i get messages from these retards, talking about crap. later on i find out that they were at TW's place, sitting next to each other, but messaging the same person. i swear they're out to drive me nuts. hahaha.
now, where was i? oh right, doing stupid things. hahaha, so before going to the bus stop, we went to buy bubble tea, then TW waited for my bus to come. that retard wanted to send me home, but i said noooo cos he had a long day. had to blackmail him before he gave in man. :D i'm such a meanie, i know.
everything felt so right with you by my side.
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I DON'T WANNA WASTE ANOTHER DAY
oh man, daddy and i had such a retarded conversation topic to talk about just now, HAHAHA, it was soooo humorous! he's so cute lah, and it was another one of those really seldom father-daughter talks. aah, still can't stop laughing, hahahha.
school was, well, uncomfortable? that feeling of wanting to puke came back to haunt me in the morning today, pfft. so it was queasy lizee throughout the day, though there were some moments where i was actually able to get up and smack Yuva's *toot*. hahhahah, she deserved it. :D anyway, am so glad that things are finally okay between us. all thanks to my darling NUN-IN-DISGUISE. (: hahahha, i love her man.
raah, i suddenly have this feeling that Dance Night'08 is gonna be the BOMB man. hahaha, i'm excited! :D and tomorrow's thursday! which means i'm no longer grounded, which also means that i can go out and study, which also means getting more work done. :D hahhaha, uh oh, i think i'm high on Green Tea again. hahhaha, oh well, TW's gonna have to tahan my crazy-ness over the phone later. LALALA.
you send me weird messages, you are friggin paranoid, you're insane, but you're mine. (:
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
IN BED THE WHOLE DAY
raah, i've been sleeping the whole of yesterday. couldn't get outta bed cos of the stupid fever and headache man. left school at 10.20am yesterday cos i had a fever, got home, plonked myself on the couch and fell asleep. haha, had so many SMSs and calls yesterday man, but i was sleeping so i didn't answer some calls. :P stupid TW called so many times cos he was worried. :\ what an idiot, like as if i was gonna die man. hahaha, it was so funny lah. kept on pestering me to eat more fruits and blah blah, such a nag.
anyway, didn't go to school today cos i still had a slight fever this morning. woke up feeling dizzy again. :\ TW ended school early today, called straight after school (dunno why though). so i spent most of the morning talking on the phone while watching TV. haha, then at 2.25pm, i got a call from my darlings in school. so sweet of them to call and ask if i was all right, haha, love you guys man. :D hopefully, i'll be able to go back to school tomorrow, missed out on so many lessons the past 2 days.
right, i'm gonna attempt to do some studying now, unless my fever decides to come back and fry my brain cells even more.
to my special ones out there;
thanks for all the calls and SMSs. (: i know you guys miss me laaah, hahaha, but you'll see me in school tomorrow, i hope. :D
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
Maris Stella counsellors are retarded.
STUDENT LEADERS' INVESTITURE 2007/2008
FUN. FUN. FUN. hahaha, it was so crazy, but i'm so glad everything went well. :D yay, GO LEADERS! hahaha, had a mini invest party after the whole ceremony - playing with sparklers, popping the sparkling juice bottles, taking pictures. damn, i didn't know we could all clique so well man. :D
stayed over for the camp with Fran after Sinyee, Mel and Ning Xin left for home. Fran was being an ass throughout the whole camp, hahaha. she and i were being a usual goofy selves, and Sajivani was about to die from laughter when she saw us acting like idiots. haha, she's so easily amused man, gosh. was supposed to stay up with Fran, but in the end, we slept at 1230 cos we were tired. hahaha, BUT, i woke up at 2 & 5 am cos i couldn't sleep. WHY? Sajivani's snores were keeping me awake, i swear. then i woke up at 6.30 again cos everyone's alarms were going off. then there was this girl's alarm tone which was the Barney theme song. :\ Fran said she should play the Teletubbies theme song. hahaha, she's an ass.
SO, saturday morning was cleaning up the hall and decorations. packed our stuff and headed home after that. my eye bags were gross, really gross. got home, unpacked my stuff, then went to meet TW to get Sam's present. went to Novena, couldn't find anything there, so we crossed over to United Square instead. still nothing, so we headed to Dhoby Ghaut cos TW wanted to play pool with Kenji and Co. so they played for about an hour, i was kept occupied with fatty over the phone, hahahha, still can't believe what you told me man. :D walked around PS to look for that present, found it, then headed to Bishan to wait for Celester to go to TW's place.
was supposed to go out for dinner with the family, but they headed different ways instead, so i headed to TW's place with Celester cos they needed to plan some prayer thingy. i ended up sleeping on the floor with TW's pillows cos i was dead tired. hahaha, stupid lah, that idiot just kept piling the pillows on me. ANYWAY, managed to get about an hour's worth of sleep there, then his mom sent Celester and i back home.
got home, sat at the dining table while listening to Debbie's mp3, ended up sleeping on the table for an hour. hahhaha, those idiots didn't wake me up when i fell asleep on the table. Jon only woke me up at 1am. :\ Dad and Jeremy were watching their soccer match (i missed it dammit), wanted to watch it but i couldn't keep my eyes opened, so i just fell on my bed and went to Lalaland. :D
oh, and i'm grounded till wednesday cos i didn't clear my stuff from the table before i went out. :\ oh well, great excuse for me to force myself to study now. and did i mention i'm quite contented with my CA results? :D hahhaha, i only failed MT man, all the others were B4s and above. :D YAY YAY YAY.
you make my world go 'round.
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
IT TAKES TWO
now, THIS picture, was taken on Promenade day itself. :D which reminds me, i haven't returned Mr Armstrong the leotards and stuff yet. hahaha, whoops! oh well, Math prelims sucked balls today. it was shitass hard man, i swear. gaah, nvm, it's over. not i gotta practice real hard for Os itself man. PFFT.
stayed back to do the booklets again. left half way to learn the dance steps for the performance on friday. and oh my, the steps are sooo retarded. hahaha, gonna malu myself on stage man. :P blargh, why did i have to be president. damn scared i can't cope with studies next year man, i mean, there's Dance Night and DanceWorks and stuff, i'm gonna get plenty of white hair. :D
only got home at 8.10pm today cos i was helping Eliza, Dharlynnie, Esther and Sajivani with the booklets. there were sooooo many errors in the pages man, so we had to re-check everything and re-tie and whatever nots. it's crazy, but now i know what factory workers go through man. tough work, really really tough. i'm beat, i've gotta finish my english compos now, and i'm gonna be home late again tomorrow. this is crazy, i'm staying back in school everyday this week for invest rehearsals. @$%*(^&*!! nvm, nvm, it'll all be over next week. :D think positive lizee, think positive.
i'm tired. you're sick. i'm getting a cold. you've got prelims. i've been busy in school. hahahha, okay, i'm going mad. i think it's stress.
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Monday, September 10, 2007
I'M SEEING STARS
school was the BOMB. went to Singapore Poly for that science trip thingy. bus ride there was fun fun fun! got high with Fran and Joanna at the back of the bus, laughing like mad kukus. hahaha, stupid Joanna, always saying "OW!" before i even touch her. then Fran was being an idiot with her usual lame jokes, hahahha, i love them to bits. :D bought Macs on the way back from King Albert Park, the bus uncle was being nice to us. :D makan-ed in the canteen with the usual favourites then headed back to class for Physics (boring, boring, boring).
had to stay back to finish up the programme booklets for invest. i stupidly cut myself while cutting out the stars. :\ i'm sick of seeing yellow stars man, hahahha, cut too many of them already! Jac was getting frustrated with the glue cos it didn't wanna come out. :D hahahah, hilarious nonsense lah. then poor Eliza had to re-print some pages cos there were errors with the names etc. hahaha, went to collect it for Eliza from the general office and Aunty Florence said, "don't waste anymore paper ah!" she's so cute!
SO, after all that, Samira comes up to me and tells me i'm in the Performance Comm. :\ hahaha, so i've got roughly 3 days to learn some dance from Jocel and Sacha. good luck to me man, hahaha. i don't wanna perform! :( just cos i'm president doesn't mean i'm up to such things man. HAHAHA, oh well, let's just get it over and done with lizee. :D
i can't wait for the stayover after invest on friday! hahaha, sounds like some fun with the student leaders after all these preparations for invest man. :D we'll be sleeping in tents on the field. hahaha, 4 more days till invest!
you're going way too fast for me, boy.
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
FOR ONCE IN A LIFETIME
friday was fun with those two goondoos. :D went to town with them, then headed to KK to visit Kang. my poor barbarian man, kena admitted just before school starts. hahaha, so stupid lah, Joanna, Olivia and i took an hour and a half just to look for her ward. :D y'see, we wanted to surprise her, so we didn't call her to ask for her ward number etc. went around the whole of KK asking if there was a Cheryn Kang warded in any room. it was hilarious man, i swear. :D
and last night, i had such a retarded conversation with an idiot and a fatty. hahaha, seriously, you can go mad talking to them. fatty and i share a little secret, don't we? HAHAHHA, i love them lah. :D except mom nearly confiscated my phone for using it so late at night. hahahha, not the first time i'm up using the phone so late momma. :D
raah, school starts tomorrow, it's my spectacle trip with the class! :D HAHAHA, that means i've only got accoutns and physics tomorrow maaan. whoohoo! hahaha, Yuva! i needa talk so badly, bitch! :D
it starts off so simply, then things get complicated along the way. relationships are hard to keep with so many people around you - family, friends, whoever. things have just reached the complicating part of life.
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
ANGEL TO YOU, DEVIL TO ME
just yesterday, i was saying how i didn't wanna be class chair anymore. this morning, i get a call from Mrs Zailee saying i have to go for invest next week. GO FIGURE. why like that uhh, sigh sigh sigh. hahaha, oh well, looks like i can't runaway from it. seriously, i got a heart attack this morning when she called man. :D
and oh my gosh, i just read some horoscope nonsense. what it reads is actually true man.
Things are going so well today that you might just feel like you are living out one of your dreams!
Things will come easy to you and it is a good day to get whatever it is that you've been hankering for -- both in the material world and in the emotional world. Therefore, there's no excuse to not try.
You will succeed in auditions, exams, first dates, and all other situations that put you to the test -- so don't by shy or hesitant about going for the gold.
hahaha, how much better could this day get! i've been all smiles today, nothing (& i mean NOTHING) can spoil it. teehee, mom and dad bought me a Subway dinner after i told them about it, dunno why, but they just thought it called for a celebration. i've got a retarded family, i know. :D hahahha, okay, stupid gay boy's annoying me over the phone now. he's laughing to himself while watching some Jim Carrey video. :\
i'm in a dilemma now, hahaha, oh well. i'm somehow not brooding over it, surprisingly. (:
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
STILL THERE FOR ME
I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And You should know that
I have never meant
To let you down
i swear i can't wait for that science trip tomorrow, can finally meet up with my fellow Teletubbies and taaaaaalk. pfft, i haven't started on any homework (except physics - Miss Lim should be proud of me man) and half the hols are gone. i think late night phone calls are screwing my sleeping patterns, but what the hell, i can't sleep at night anyway. take last night for example, got off the phone at 3.30am, but i only slept after 4. "The past does not equate the future," got that already.
and y'know, i heard this song over the radio last night and this sentence from a song struck me - "Time can erase the love we shared". sighs, okay, i'm angry now. gotta waste SMSs on behalf of Miss Lim to collate the preferences for the job attachment thing. :\ my bill's gonna shoot up again and my parents are gonna screw me, AGAIN. @#$%!@#!$%$$%@!^Q#@^%@$! i don't wanna be class chair anymore - it's frustrating, time consuming, adds pressure, screws your mind, stresses you out. >:\
oh my, i just sent out the mass SMS to disseminate the announcement, and Miss Lim calls to tell me she can just tell the class tomorrow. @!$%&^%$#$!@!!$#$%&^! i wasted so many messages. :( OH NVM, all part of a class chair's job. sighs.
i'm a complicated girl, i know, always have been. i'm sorry for last night. shut up and don't say anything. (:
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
WATCH YOU DANCE
bleah, Shine Jesus Shine rally was disappointing yesterday. firstly cos i was on the phone half the time (@#$%!), and secondly, it just wasn't as good as last year's. but oh well, Praise and Worship was good though. :D hahaha, Lester was great up there man. OH, and i watched Ratatouille(?) before going for the rally! hahaha, the rats are creepy when they invade the kitchen man. :D
and by golly, i just realised how tiring a maid's work can be. since mom broke her wrist, her kids have been doing the chores at home, and hell it's hard work. clearing the trash, washing the dishes, cleaning the toilet floor, helping mom write stuff for work - IT'S CRAZY WORK. hahaha, gonna have another 2 more weeks of this before she can start using her wrist again man. OH WELL, i guess she deserves A BREAK. :D
it's been a long time, hasn't it? gaah, i needa talk to cheryn and yuva. hahaha.
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Monday, September 03, 2007
THEY MADE ME SMILE
did i forget to mention that Friday night was awesome? went to Fatty's chalet after my outing with TW and Co. my gosh, big mistake by taking 88 from TP to Pasir Ris man, hahaha, slept on the bus! but anyway, once i got to the chalet, i saw Daphne and Elaine starting the fire for the BBQ already. Fatty and Ning Xin didn't really look like they were of much help. :D hahaha, went to cycle while Ning Xin rollerbladed after our attempt in trying to help Daphne and Elaine.
got back, saw that Daphne and Elaine had given up so Fatty and i decided to do it instead. ahahaha, i think we're such losers at that kinda thing man. took us so long to get a fire started. :D after much time passed, we finally started BBQ-ing the food. Elaine dropped a chicken wing into the pit and kept blaming me for doing it, hahahha, IDIOT. then the others came and we started camwhoring like mad, still waiting for Sinyee to send the pics. :P hahaha, love them loads man.
and oh my, i'm using Jon's phone now cos my Nokia one's screwing up on me. hahaha, but his phone's so ugly and bulky. :\ OH WELL, can't complain. :D may be going for the rally later! weather doesn't seem too good though.
y'think you can insult people just like that? any idea how they'd feel when you make fun of them? you started this whole mess, if you don't wanna compromise, then I'LL do something bout it. i can't stand the fact that you're creating problems for my friends. pfft, i can't believe you're in my class, and the fact that i gotta work with you. :\
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Saturday, September 01, 2007
YOU CAN'T STOP THE BEAT
oh my oh my oh my, HAIRSPRAY'S AN AWESOME SHOW MAN. Tracy's so cute! haha, and Link is hooooot. :D i love that movie man, and like, it's been a Zac Effron week or something. ahhaha, High School Musical 2 and Hairspray all within 3 days! gosh, those movies just made my week man, honestly. :D
gaah, gonna play Taboo with the siblings now. :D
fucking bitch, trying to drive the whole world to insanity, are you? NOT GONNA WORK. bitch behind my back for all i care, just shows how much of a fucking coward you are. UURRRGGHHH, i fucking hate her. :\
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