Friday, January 25, 2008
that's what we did on our first practice session with Hakim - REGGAE BABY. sexy stuff.
BACK IN BLACK!
DANCE
i don't know whether to laugh or scream sometimes.
lizee do this, lizee do that.
i've only got one pair of hands,
i can't possibly do everything at the snap of my fingers.
choreography for my item's progressing reeeally slowly.
don't know how i'm gonna be able to finish it in time.
let's just hope and pray that all turns out well.
COUNTDOWN TO DANCE NIGHT'08: 18 weeks!
SCHOOL
lessons. homework. projects.
shoot me. seriously.
the whole class's starting to feel the pressure.
"We're depending on you people to pull the Aggregate Scores up"
how not to feel pressurized.
O level results?
let's just say i expected those marks.
i don't regret it, honestly, cos i'd improved by 4 grades since prelims.
Jeremy seemed pretty proud of me when i told him my results.
but yeah, there's still plenty of work to get done.
sleep early liz, you know you can't survive school and dance with little sleep.
goodness, i've even started talking to myself.
RAAH.
all in all, i think whatever i'm handling now is managable. BUUUT, this's only the beginning of my nightmare. more to come my way man. my eye bags are gonna get bigger. mom thought i was wearing make up to school. :\ she's retarded, i swear, but in a good way. aah, i gotta get back to choreographing my item. stress ah stress.
18 more weeks till Dance Night'08. can i finish it in time? i don't know. can i cope as the days go by? only time can tell. to anyone who reads this - i'm sorry if this whole post doesn't make sense maaan. my mind's sorta blank right now. i've got too many things to get done. urgh.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
MURTAAAABAK!SOOO, Adam Rd for dinner last night with those 3 goondoos up there plus TW was relatively alright i guess. but i think the murtabak i ate gave me a bad tummy ache this morning. Mel's one had chicken BONES inside! how gross. i'm not going there to eat murtabak anymore man, Roti John's my next option. :D went to the Botanics with TW before meeting up with the rest (cos they were taking reeeeeally long). that ass made me sit on wet grass. >:\ great company during dinner, ANOTHER DINNER DATE SOON, GIRLS? :D
anywaaaaay, Orientation's finally over. that's just the beginning of all my nightmares man. there's still Danceworks and Dance Night, and and maybe Danceamania. AAAH. nvm nvm nvm, shall indulge in Billy Bombers, hahaha. went there on Friday night with TW, and oh my goodness, his reaction when he got his meat loaf was hilarious, BUUUT, i shall be a nice girl and not post his unglam picture up cos it's really unglam. (:
okay, i've just finished the bloody Geog project and now i'm pooped. there's PE tomorrow but i'm still aching, hahaha, Yuva was whining like a baby just now cos her muscles were still aching from PE last friday. :D RIGHT, well i'm off to finish off homework. i need a shopping trip sooooon, boy. :P
you make me feel on top of the world. and and, we needa go to Billy Bombers again, hahhaha, use up that bloody voucher. then i can get my slippers or top from NUM tooooo. (:
Thursday, January 17, 2008
DON'T STOP THE MUSIC
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lizee's tired.
lizee's stressed out.
lizee doesn't wanna do coursework.
lizee's got too many things to do.
lizee wants to pull her hair out.
+
lizee's done well for her accounts test.
lizee went to watch a movie with TW yesterday & today.
lizee's got a Pastamania date with Yuva & Frankie tomorrow.
lizee's been paying attention during lessons.
lizee knows her work!
that's all for today, too darn tired and frustrated to type out long stories. raah, there's dance tomorrow. i'm tired of dance, i'm tired of having to raise my voice. sigh sigh sigh, i gotta learn how to be either more lenient or not take things too seriously.
i (heart) you. thanks for today. (:
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
mmm, doesn't that look gooood? i feel like eating at Carl's Jr now :\BLANK
do i really seem intimidating? sometimes i feel like people are afraid to approach me cos i look scary (well, that's what one of Debbie's friends told her). aaahh, i don't look that scary do i? maybe it's cos i'm not one who likes to take things easily, like, i always take things seriously, perhaps too seriously. oh gosh, not good i tell you, not good.
well my body's in pretty much pain now. 2 days of dance and i'm aching already, not used to it yet i suppose. but by golly, i'm gonna have to get used to it soon, dance's prolly gonna happen everyday for me.
Monday - Hip-hop practice with Hakim for Dance Night
Tuesday - Danceworks/my Dance Night item
Wednesday - Danceworks with Hakim
Thursday - Ballet item for Dance Night with Jenna
Friday - Danceworks/my Dance Night item
how, you tell me. with a schedule like this, i'm doomed for my studies. i wanna get into LaSalle so badly to get my diploma in dance, i can't afford to screw it up i tell you. raaaah, i need to finish up Math and get started on Physics revision. thank God i don't have any other leadership roles. dance's already killing me and it's only the beginning of the year. can you imagine if Ms Lim had followed the class votes for class chair? i think i'd just jump off the building from the dance studio on the 6th floor. no wait, 6 floors isn't enough. maybe i'll jump off from my place, 16 floors. but noooo, i shan't think of doing anything so foolish like that, it'd be plain stupid to waste your life.
now how'd i start talking about stupidity and life? aah, i'm going kuku already, hahahha, i don't even know what i'm saying. OH WELL. byebye blog, i'm gonna do some revision now.
Fatty;
CHEER UP WILL YOU! i know you're feeling kinda crappy now, but honestly speaking, you shouldn't have done that in the first place. anywaaaay, try not to think too much about it yeah, i'm sure things'll look up to you. ;)
and as for YOU, you gave me quite a fright when you told me about last night. i couldn't sleep properly cos i was friggin worried y'know. then when i heard you you-know-what, i knew what you were doing, couldn't think of anything to say cos i was afraid i'd say something stupid, heh. sorraye. but i do hope you're feeling better now. breaks my heart to see how much you've gone through in just that one night. it's insane. but hey, shit happens. cheer up aiight! (:
how do i know you're not taking advantage of your post? seems like you're abusing your rank to make things your way. i don't like it, but how do i tell you? :\
Sunday, January 13, 2008
SHIT
DEBBIE'S. BROKEN. MY. TOE. NAIL.
HOW. AM. I. SUPPOSED. TO. DANCE. WITH. SHOES. ON. FOR. HAKIM'S. AUDITION. TOMORROW. ?!
AND. HOW. AM. I. SUPPOSED. TO. DANCE. FOR. ORIENTATION. WITH. A. BROKEN. TOE. NAIL. ESPECIALLY. FOR. SYF. ?!
OH. SHIT.
THERE'S. JENNA'S. BALLET. AUDITION. ON. TUESDAY. TOO.
HOW. TO. DANCE. WITH. BALLET. SHOES. WHEN. I. HAVE. A. BROKEN. TOE. NAIL. ?!?!
aaah, shit shit shit. Debbie, this's your fault! :\
13 days, hell, it's been one heck of a journey with yo u.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
she's one of muh girlfriends :DHELLO, GOODBYE, I'M GOING INSANE
school's been pretty all right the past few days. i've actually managed to keep awake during boring lessons and absorb whatever the teacher's saying. INCREDIBLE HUH. and surprisingly, i'm finding lessons pretty interesting nowadays, except for Geog though (Ariel and i have issues with our Geog teacher). apart from that (oh, and i haaaaaate MT too), i've been looking forward to going to school.
and oh my gosh, i swear if i could, i'm gonna put on weiiiiiight. i'm prolly gonna weigh like a mad cow for height-and-weight tomorrow. :\ OH OH OH! and i'm proud to say that I'M NOT CLASS CHAIR ANYMORE!! DANG! feels good to leave that role for someone else man. my Cool Nerd's taken over that role from me. :D but but, i'm not too happy with who the Vice-chair is. OH WELL, what can i say, she's actually got the guts to take on that role with only 4 votes. good for her? heh.
followed Olivia to Plaza Sing today to get her mp3 fixed. headed to Carl's Jr for lunch after that, and oh my goodness, the two of us could hardly walk after finishing our meal. spent an hour there just trying to finish our burgers and fries. didn't even finish our drinks cos the cup was too huge, hahaha. and i stupidly added too much sugar syrup to my lemon tea, so it was like drinking a cup full of sugary water. i swear i could've gotten Diabetes on the spot if i finished the whole cup man. mhmm, so we headed to Bugis after visiting the toilet to get the friendship band. then Olivia wanted to go into Topshop (i don't know whether it was a deliberate idea to go in there just so i could see TW, or whether she really wanted to look at the clothes going on sale there), so we went in and yes, he saw us. but whatever.
train-ed back to TP, got home, then decided to go for mass with Debbie and some other people. saw Miss Michelle Tan there, we had a funny conversation. :D
Debbie: this's my sister, Ms Tan
Ms Tan: you're kidding right?
Me: nonono, we're cousins
Ms Tan: OH, eh Deborah, there's a difference between being serious and kidding y'know
Debbie and I: WE REALLY ARE SISTERS!
Ms Tan: oh, REALLY? are you sure?
HAHAHAHA, funny, funny, funny. OKAAAAY, i have to get started on Accounts homework. byebye world. it's another long day tomorrow. SCHOOL. DANCE. MASS. DINNER. CYF.
i'm tired and stressed out. somebodaye bring on the alcohol (i'm just kidding btw). :\
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
AH LIAN-Y DAY
yes, school's been full of ah lian language with Mel and Olivia the past 2 days. no offence, but i really don't know how the cheena lians can do it everyday man, it hurts the ears. AAAAANYWAAAAAY, i'm only updating cos some idiot wanted me to, otherwise i'd prolly spend time hitting the books, or stressing over how i'm gonna organise the dancers etc. RAAAAH.
stress. stress. stress. i'm frustrated. NOOOOO!
it's been nearly a weeeeeeek! >:\ feels like it's been a hundred years since i last saw you. this is retarded. i'm saying silly stuff again. HELP.
I MISS YOU. ):
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
MEANINGLESS WORDS
"Hey i promise promise promise i would spend new years day night with you.okay?"
well obviously you broke that promise, or i misinterpreted your message. but what the hell, sometimes i don't even know if you're making things up or not.. you tell me 2 different things, which one am i supposed to believe? either you're not ready for this, or this isn't gonna work out. i'm fucking confused right now. why should i believe the things you say next time? why the fuck does shit like this have to happen on New Year's Day?!
i've given up. i'm speechless. i don't know what to do anymore..
