it was all riiiiiight i guess, nothing new. everyone was more or less the same (except for some people who refuse to renew ties with some other people cos they're really just being bitches or simply don't want to forgive and forget, OH WELL, hahaha, it's quite funny actually).

ANYWAAAAY, camp ended on saturday, went to makan with people who know how to make me smile. got home, lazed around, then debbie came home from camp, and both of us fell asleep on the couch from 2-7pm. funny thing was, we were still super tired after waking up, i ended up falling asleep on the couch again and debbie slept at about 10.45pm. we're such piggys man.

went for mass with TW at CTK today. i don't wanna go there for mass again man, i felt like some alien from mars cos people were staring at me as if i had green skin or something. :\ walked to J8 to makan at Cafe Cartel and oh my goodness, i swear if i could, the service there sucks balls man. they just chucked the bill on our table like they didn't give a damn man, all the waiters/waiteresses there should be sacked or put through some course to teach them some COURTESY. sigh sigh sigh.

okay, i'm packed with dance for the whole week, how exciting is that.

LIZEE BLOGGED @5:33 PM;

SOOO, i was looking through photo albums just now, trying to look for a baby photo to bring for camp tomorrow and i found this. *points to the picture* hahaha, if you can't see clearly, click on the pic and it'll open another page where the pic's bigger. started laughing to myself after i looked closer at the pic. so technically, we did take a picture together you dumbfart.

well well well, just felt the need to blog cos i found this funny, hahaha. i gotta do coursework now, then pack my bag later for camp. raah raah raah, DanceWorks is comiiiing!

LIZEE BLOGGED @3:24 PM;

yes, well, lizee's been in Bitch Mood ever since i found out about some stuff that positively left me feeling extremely peeved with some people because all they do is bitch, bitch, bitch, non-stop like they'd die if they don't bitch about someone for a day.

i'm hurt

i don't need this fucking shit right now

why're you doing this

i can't believe it

what the fuck did i do

why does the whole world have to make me feel miserable now..

every time i think about it

i start tearing

i've given up on most things in life

i've given up on you

i nearly gave up on that thing today

and i need sleep so badly.

SLEEP. that's something i really need right now. except, things just keep popping into my head every time i stare at my ceiling, waiting to fall asleep. SIGH. i wish i'd die and not have to go through crap like this anymore..

LIZEE BLOGGED @10:20 PM;

Valentine's Day in school was funnnnnn. recieved lots of chocolates and sweets, perfect for me to grow fat man. and did i mention, i didn't spend VDay with TW? yeeeeah, he had lousy work to go for. everyone kept asking me what my plans were for that day, i said i was going home but noooo, no one believed me. :\ SIGH. ended up going out with Yuva, Jade and Cheryn. went to watch Jumper, but Cheryn had to go so it was just the 3 of us. Yuva actually bought and ate popcorn. shocking or what maaan? now she's out eating GRILLED CHICKEN with the family. trees are gonna start walking tomorrow cos Yuva's eating.

chalet stay with Fatty, Frankie and Ning Xin was awesome man. we ate like pigs on friday night. satay was good stuff, and there were plenty of sausages! -GRINS went to the fitness corner after that, did stupid things there, hahah. went back to shower and watch Game Plan after that, but we all ended up sleeping half way during the movie, not even half way, i think all of us dozed off near the beginning, hahah.

Wild Wild Wet was the first thing on our list the next morning. F-U-N, FUN FUN FUN! especially when we went on Ular-lah and Slide Up, screamed like mad monkeys. and and most of us got burnt! Ning Xin was the only lucky ass who didn't get burnt. photo-taking's tomorrow, Frankie and i look like red lobsters................................... nehmind, we're gonna look cool maaaan. :D

soooooo after swimming and everything, started packing up to leave cos Fatty's dad was coming to pick us up. he dropped me off at the train station cos i was gonna meet TW. went to buy tickets for the movie first before going to New York New York for dinner. as usual, he ate like he'd never eaten for 100 days, embarrassing i tell you. headed upstairs to wait for them to let us enter into the cinema. P.S. I Love You is a freakin nice movie! i teared during most of the movie man, embarrassingggggggggg. i don't know how that asshole knew i was tearing, but oh well, hurhur. took a bus back home after that. went out like a light when i fell on my bed man.

for once, my weekend was spent with the best people in the world. THANKS GUYS. (:

LIZEE BLOGGED @10:09 PM;

hello world.

i feel like a bitch right now.

okay, maybe it's cos i AM one.

but i feel extra bitchy today.

i think it's the lack of sleep.

oh, and maybe the pile of homework that's growing.

but that's not the only thing that's killing me.

dance today was horrible.

(well, in my books anyway)

i don't know how to handle this anymore.

sometimes i just feel like quitting dance.

things just don't seem right anymore.

how to be strict with them?

they'll all probably think i'm an even bigger bitch after that.

life is so unfair.

someone call the cops,

i think i'm gonna end up doing something stupid to myself.

wait, i don't even know what i'm talking about.

then again, when have i ever?

giving up on certain things sounds like a gooooood idea right now.

but something's telling me to hold on.

RAAH, shoot me.

*BANG!*

LIZEE BLOGGED @9:27 PM;

doesn't feel the same as last time. CNY this year just doesn't feel right. red packets don't mean anything to me, reunion dinners didn't feel right, i was bored half the time, i don't feel right going to ah ma's house anymore. things just don't fit in for me anymore. couldn't go out to spend time with other people cos i was grounded, so i was stuck at home either plugged in to my iPod or stoning.

but oh well, i'm glad to say today's prolly the best day i've had over the weekend. went to watch a movie with TW this morning - Ah Long Pte Ltd. it's a retarded movie, i swear. what's with the durian soccer fights and the gay Mark Lee? i mean, hahaha, some parts were pretty hilarious, but otherwise the whole movie didn't make sense to me. :D walked around aimlessly before heading to the train station cos somebody had to go back to work. sigh sigh sigh, at least next week's gonna be his last week. yay. heh. oh oh oh, did i mention we went to New York New York for tea? yeah, well, we went there and he got high on some iced chocolate thing. he's retarded, but hey, he's my retard. :P

went to meet Frankie at Bishan after that. was waiting for Joanna like cow, so Fran and i decided to go up to the second floor to play with the camera thingy on display. when Joanna finally came, we told her to look at the TV screen with our faces on, hahhaha, funny funny funny i tell you. she laughed like a kuku after that. so so so, the 3 of us walked to Fatty's house. Aaron and Ning Xin were there already, PLAYING MAHJONG. i don't get it, is mahjong that fun? i played a couple of rounds before i got bored.

makan time after that! KFC was goooood, Fatty helped me peel my chicken into shreds so i could eat. :D i'm lazy, i know, but that's what the girlfriend's for. hahaha, doncha love me Fatty? anyhooo, i had to leave not long after cos there was mass for Ah Ma. yeeeah. Archbishop came to visit (for those who don't know, the Archbishop's my grand uncle, so he came to visit his cousin :D)! mhmm, dinner was after that and i got bored again, so i went back home to watch MTV.

overall, i think this week's been sucky. OH WELL. there's school next week. COURSEWORK.......................... can go burn in hell. i hate her, i hate her, i hate her. I WANT EWT. ): nehmind, better to get this over and done with. sigh, she's always picking on me even though i hand in my friggin work. :\ BIATCH.

LIZEE BLOGGED @9:21 PM;

well well well, Sec 1 dance auditions today were pretty alright i guess. could only see a couple of girls who really knew their stuff. Chels was being a retard, as usual. oh oh, went for lunch with Fatty before that. i've got an unglam picture of you chewing on your chicken bone, so don't try to kacau me! :D i love that pig lah. and and Lau Goh's seriously being a cb face man (pardon the coarse language, that's if you understand what i'm trying to say). she said i never handed in my work when i sent to it her bloody email TWICE! whoa, annoying i tell you.

nehmind, nehmind, shan't bother bout that eeeeediot. TW came over to my place after dance auditions, he bought GREEN TEA for meeee. -GRINS so yeeeeah, then he attempted to get his prayer stuff done in my room, but i kept annoying him, so i don't know how much of his work he managed to get done, heehee. OH YESSS, was watching the Dance Night'06 DVD just now, and oh my goodness, i've got no comments for it man, seriously. this year's Dance Night had better be better than the last one! (what a tongue-twister, i swear, hahahah).

ogay, i wanna go bathe now. gotta wake up at 5.15am tomorrow cos something's gonna happen. sigh sigh sigh, why am i so nice, hahaha. g'night people (i doubt people actually read this, but who cares)!

LIZEE BLOGGED @10:35 PM;