WHY DO I BOTHER

now seriously, i don't see what's the point of salvaging something when the outcome's gonna end up the same as the last time. i wasted my time. really. it doesn't help when you say something and do another, cos it hurts.

the past 3 days have been fuckers. things happened. i didn't call anyone. didn't want to. been keeping everything to myself. and now, i'm driving myself to insanity. up to the point where i don't even want to consult anyone.

you. have been an irritant. a big one at that. go ahead. stare at me. look at me with that "fuck you" expression on your face. i'm fine with it. whatever it is. i've given up on you. i tried being nice. tried. but guess what. i couldn't care less about you anymore.

thank you for giving me hell.
thank you for being a pain in my ass.
thank you for every single damn thing you've done.
THANK YOU. :\

SO TIRED OF IT ALL

i'm oh so tired of everything man.

studying.
having to put up with people here and there.
studying.
studying.
STUDYING.

hahaha, aah. it feels so good to be able to go on the com after some time. was chatting with derek, les, ryan and jer after soooo long. raah. madness. stupid derek's finishing prelims already when we haven't even started. :\

hahaha. oh well. it was great catching up with you kukus though. :D

DISGUSTED. TOTALLY DISGUSTED

i honestly don't know what you're up to. i really, really, don't. it was bad enough last time, and now you're targeting the other one? for God's sake, do us all a favour and stop whatever you're trying to do. i can't BELIEVE you're even capable of doing such things. i mean, WTF. really now. WTF.

and you. what is your problem. just cos you don't get things your way, you type away so furiously on the keyboard or on your phone, complaning about how she's not letting you do this, she's not letting you do that. PUHLEESE, GROW UP. and all of people, you complain to THAT ONE? my gawd, what is wrong with you.

i'm totally disgusted. i don't know what to say. one's something that i can't describe at all, the other one's just some self-centred person who thinks they're always not the one at fault. come on man, come on..


from now on, i'm not gonna regard you as anything at all. you're both someone i don't know, whom i totally don't recognise, maybe not even exist to me. why? i can't believe you're actually doing this. i-can't-believe-it. i'm speechless.