Sunday, February 22, 2009
NAFA (:
okay, i just found pictures from last year's danceworks on facebook, haha. oh how i miss those days in IJ Dance. nevermind, more to come this year, COS I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO NAFA. grins. made me wait 3 weeks before they sent me the stupid letter, haha, you have no idea how anxious i was to receive them.
so school starts on 20th july, that gives me 5 months to look for a friggin job. no wait, less than that. i should find a job within this week and work all the way till mid july before orientation. (: i can't wait for school to start, bored outta my wits staying at home and going out. raah.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
ALONE
last friday night's outing was totally fun. should've just made it a girls' night out since the boys following us didn't make quite a difference. and yesterday's audition was pretty aiight, screwed up on my solo performance but i think the interview itself went well. sigh. i'm not in the right state of mind to blog right now, don't know why i'm still typing away. :\ i miss my girlfriends. and i miss being single.. sometimes.
i don't see why things always have to turn out like this for me. every time i try to think of the positive side, the negative thoughts just always seem to find a way to creep their way into my head. i don't know what to do anymore. i don't know how it's gonna work out. i don't know anything about it at this point in time.. it's all messed up in my head. SIGH. why did i get myself into this in the first place. stupid, stupid, stupid.
