DEAD AND GONE

i'm at a lost of words for you.
i don't know what to say.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know anything anymore.

i thought everything between us was open.
i thought there was no hiding things between us.
i thought we could talk about anything under the sun - good or bad.
i thought we could trust each other with whatever things we had to say.

it hurts when you keep things from me,
even worse when i find out about it.
it hurts when you want to be left alone when i thought i was supposed to be there for you.
it hurts me seeing you upset, but you're not willing to share what's bothering you.

yes, i know i'm to be blamed for all this as well.
it's my fault for not being patient.
it's my fault for always being the bitch.
it's my fault for whatever arguments we have.
basically, it's my fault most of the time.

so, if you don't want to talk to me, i can fully understand why. take your time with everything, even with us. don't want to go any further. tell me. don't hide things from me anymore.